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Rabu, 28 September 2011

Biarkan Aku

Jika memang hati ini harus tersakiti olehnya, maka
biarkan aku belajar tentang memaafkan.

Jika memang hati ini harus terluka olehnya, maka
biarkan aku belajar tentang kesabaran.

Aku menyayanginya dan itulah kenyataannya.
Aku peduli padanya dan itulah yang terjadi adanya.

Jika kamu memang peduli padaku,
berikan aku kesempatan tuk menjadi manusia seutuhnya,
yang rasakan sakit juga luka.

Jika kamu tak ingin kusakit olehnya,
berikan aku kesempatan tuk menjadi manusia bahagia,
yang berusaha membuatnya bahagia.

Mengapa jam harus berdenyut sedang darah tak sampai.
Mengapa gunung harus meletus sedang langit tak sampai.
Mengapa peluk diketatkan sedang hati tak sampai.
Mengapa tangan melambai sedang lambai tak sampai. #Batu

Apa salahnya hingga tersirat kebencian setiap kau bicarakannya.
Apa salahku sehingga tak boleh menyayanginya.
Apa yang harus kulakukan agar kamu mengerti.

Hatinya begitu bersih, pikirannya sangat jernih.
Dia berbaik sangka pada semua.
Tak kusangka kamu begitu tak menyukainya.

Apa yang harus kulakukan agar kamu berhenti.
Aku sayangi dia, dan bukan tak peduli pada perkataanmu.
Ada baiknya bukan, kita berikan kesempatan kepadanya,
tuk tunjukkan kalau dia memang benar menyayangiku.

Haruskah kusampaikan semua kebaikannya,
agar kamu mengerti betapa teduhnya saat ku bersamanya.
Haruskah kujelaskan setiap detail setiap orang yang kusayangi.

Mengapa, mengapa, mengapa kamu melihatnya hanya dari satu sudut.
Mengapa pula, kamu tak sadar aku sedang terluka, 'bukan olehnya'
Mengapa kamu hanya mengomentarinya.
Mengapa...

Dia dan lainnya, tak beda kumenyayangi mereka, tapi...
Mengapa kamu begitu tajam menyorotnya...
Keberadaannya saat ini, justru berikanku perasaan lega,
ya, karena bukan dia yang buatku terluka, seperti yang kamu kira.

Jika memang aku harus terluka dalam kata,
tersakiti dalam hati,
kecewa dalam jiwa,
lelah dalam gerah...
Maka biarkan aku,
tuk rasakan hidup yang seutuhnya.
Biarkan aku belajar memaafkan,
Biarkan aku belajar sabar,
Biarkan aku belajar tulus,
Biarkan aku belajar kesungguhan hati...

Berikan padaku kesempatan tuk hidup dengan rasa cinta.
Berikan padaku kesempatan tuk rasakan indahnya kasih.
Biarkan aku, biarkan aku, biarkan aku...

Kamu katakan kamu peka, padahal kamu salah terka.
Kamu anggap kamu benar selalu, padahal kamu keliru.
Biarkan aku, biarkan aku, biarkan aku...

Dengan seribu sibuk, sepi tak mati.
Dengan seribu beringin, ingin tak teduh.
Dengan siapa aku mengeluh... #Batu


Biarkan aku, biarkan aku, biarkan aku...

Kamu boleh katakan apapun tentangnya.
tapi tak kan mengubah rasaku untuknya.
Sungguh, tak ada benciku padamu.
Tak ada kecewaku padamu.
Tak ada sedihku atas sikapmu.

Dia dengan berlapang dada, katakan
"Ini cobaan untuk kita, sesungguhnya ini cobaan, karena perasaan tidak suka dapat hadir begitu saja tanpa sebab, ini cobaan untuk kita..."

Maka...
Biarkan aku, biarkan aku, biarkan aku...

Minggu, 25 September 2011

Aku Bisa Apa, Aku Tahu Apa

Ahhh,....

Aku bisa apa tuk menghadirkanmu di depan mereka.
Aku tahu apa tentang rasamu terkait rasaku.
Aku bisa apa tuk jawab semua pertanyaan mereka.
Aku tahu apa tentangmu, jangan-jangan aku malah tidak tahu apa-apa tentangmu, orang yang selama ini sangat kusayangi.

Mungkin mereka telah terlanjur menganggap kita identik, mungkin...

Namun tak dapat kupungkiri, ternyata harapku akan kehadiranmu begitu besar.
Bayang dalam benakku, kamu berlari menghamburku, memelukku dengan eratnya, memberikanku ciuman hangat, dan mengucapkan selamat, seraya katakan banggamu atas apa yang kuraih....

Bahkan ketika ku berdiri dengan tegaknya, mencoba agar diri sendiri terlihat sedikit gagah di hadapan ribuan orang, bayangku kamu melihatku dari sana, di sana, tersenyum bangga atas apa yang kuraih...
Aku yang saat itu mencoba benar-benar rasakan hadirmu dalam hatiku, masih belajar menerima keberadaan dalam ketiadaan, masih memaknai setiap ungkapmu yang tertulis, masih meresapi saat kamu katakan sayangiku, berpikir:

"Tentu saja kamu ada, hadir bersamaku di sana, di hadapan ribuan orang disaksikan banyak orang, ikut berdiri bersamaku, ikut bahagia dalam bahagiaku, karena kamu ada dalam diriku, karena kamu ada di sana, di dalam hatiku. Tak pedulikan orang bicara apa. Tentu kubiarkan orang berkata apa. Tak hiraukan pertanyaan orang. Sesungguhnya kamu berdiri bersamaku. Yang penting aku dapat merasakan hadirmu, di sini, dalam relung hatiku."

Maafkanku...
Maaf, maaf, maaf...

Aku benar-benar bingung saat mereka tanyakan di mana kamu, saat semua katakan 'seharusnya...'
Ahhh, mereka tidak tahu saja, kalau kamu ada.
Ahhh, mereka tidak bisa melihat saja, bagaimana kamu selalu bersamaku.

Maafkan aku, sekali lagi maafkan aku.
Aku yang tidak bisa berikan pembelaan saat 'orang itu' mencibir...
Aku yang tidak bisa berikan penjelasan saat mereka tanyakan alasan...
Aku yang hanya bisa tersenyum pahit dan mengakui bahwa aku juga inginkan hadirmu di hadapan mereka,
"menghamburku, memelukku dengan eratnya, dan katakan kebanggaanmu atas diriku"
Ahhh,,,,, Maafkan aku, maaf.

Mungkin ini diawali karena harapku yang begitu besar atasmu, inginku yang tinggi atasmu. Bahwa kamu sayangiku seperti aku sayangi kamu, bahwa kamu perlakukanku dengan istimewanya.

Sedihku hari itu...
Bukan karena ketidakhadiranmu di hadapan mereka, karena bagiku kamu selalu hadir di sini, di hatiku.

Sedihku hari itu...
Bukan karena perkataan 'orang itu' yang kian tersenyum puas atas semua tuduhannya tentangmu selama ini.

Sedihku hari itu...
Adalah karena aku telah terkontaminasi dengan semua kalimat mereka, yang sebabkanku tidak benar-benar membiarkan perkataan mereka.

Maafkan aku, maaf...
Harusnya benar-benar aku lakukan seperti yang ku tuliskan padamu,
"Perkataan orang kan kubiarkan tentu, karena kusayangi kamu dengan sepenuh hatiku dan kamu tau itu."

Namun apa daya, aku hanya manusia biasa, yang tak bisa lakukan semuanya dengan sempurna.
Namun aku akan tetap terus berusaha, hadirkanmu dalam setiap hariku.
Walau mereka anggap tindakanku sia-sia.
Walau 'orang itu' begitu yakinnya kamu tidak dengan tulus sayangiku.
Walau apapun anggapan mereka.

"Aku akan tetap menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hatiku."

Ya, aku begitu menyayangimu, aku selalu rindukanmu, dan kamu tau itu.
Kini aku masih belajar menerima kalimat penghiburan yang kamu layangkan untukku, "walau jauh di mata yang penting selalu dekat di hati."

Satu hal,
"Aku akan tetap menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hatiku, dan kamu tau itu."

Kamu akan mendukungku bukan?
Dalam setiap usahaku tuk tak pedulikan yang dikatakan mereka...

Selasa, 06 September 2011

I Who Have Nothing - Jordin Sparks

I, I who have nothing
I, I who no one
Adore you and want you so
I'm just a no one with nothing to give you
But oh, I love you

You, you buy her diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But believe me, dear when I say
That she can give you the world
But she'll never love you the way I love you

She can take you anyplace she wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
Where I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Must watch you go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else
When darling it's I who loves you
I love you, I love you, I love you

Boulevard - Dan Byrd

I don't know why, you said goodbye
Just let me know you didn't go forever my love
Please tell me why you make cry
I beg you please I'm on my knees if that's what you want me to

Never knew that it would go so far
Where you left me on that Boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Just one more chance, another dance
And let me feel it isn't real that I've been loosing you
This sun will rise, within your eyes
Come back to me and we will be happy together

Maybe today, I'll make you stay
A little while just for a smile and love together
For I'll show, a place I know
In Tokyo where we could be happy forever

She Doesn't Need Me - Peter Cetera

*This posting I presented to her, one of my young beloved sister


Don't know when she started the changing
Don't know how it's come to this
Seems like yesterday she was in my arms
Begging for a kiss

Now the winds of change are blowing
And they've taken her away
I will do my best not to hold her back
But there's nothing more to say

She doesn't need me
She's gonna leave me
She needs some time on her own

I should have told her
Now I can't hold her
Wish it could be like before
She doesn't need me anymore

It's so hard to watch her leave me
It's so hard to be alone
I just hope and pray that
there'll come a day
She'll find the road back home

She doesn't need me
She's gonna leave me
She needs some time on her own
I should have told her
Now I can't hold her
Wish it could be like before
She doesn't need me anymore

If I pretend to be happy I'll
only be fooling myself
'cause here in my heart
I know that I'm dying
And it's tearing me apart
Baby I promise...


I should have told her
Now I can't hold her
Wish it could be like before
She doesn't need me anymore
Wish it could be like before
But She doesn't need me anymore
(She doesn't need me now)...

Lucky - Britney Spears

This is the story about a girl named Lucky.

Early morning
She wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so Lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

Baby

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothign missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

She's soo lucky
But why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

And they say..
She's so lucky,
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night? 

My Humps - Black Eyed Peas

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that junk
all that junk inside your trunk

[Fergie]

I'ma get get get get you drunk
get you love drunk off my hump
my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump
my hump my hump my hump my lovely little lumps

Check it out

I drive theese brothers crazy
I do it on the daily
they treat me really nicely
They buy me all these ices
Dolce and Gabbana
Fendi and then Donna
Caring they be sharin
All their money got me wearin fly
brother I aint askin
They say they love mah ass in
Seven Jeans
True religion
I say no
but they keep givin
So I keep on takin
And no I aint taken
We can keep on datin
ill keep on demonstrating

My love my love my love my love
you love my lady lumps
my hump my hump my hump
my humps they got you..

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..and spendin time on me..

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..uh on me on me..

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that junk
all that junk inside that trunk..

[Fergie]

I'ma get get get get you drunk
get you love drunk off my hump

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that ass
all that ass inside your jeans

[Fergie]

I'ma make make make make you scream
make you scream make you scream

Coz of my humps my hump my hump my hump
my hump my hump my hump my lovely lady lumps

Check it out

[Will.i.am]

I met a girl down at the disco
She said hey hey hey yeah lets go
I can be ya baby, you could be my honey
Lets spend time not money
And mix your milk with my cocoa puff
milky milky cocoa
mix your milk with my cocoa puff
Milky milky
Riiiiight...

[Fergie]

They say I'm really sexy
The boys they wanna sex me
They always standin next to me
Always dancin next to me
tryna feel my hump hump
Lookin at my lump lump
you can look but you can't touch it
if you touch it
I'ma start some drama
you don't want no drama
No no drama no no no no drama
So don't
Pull on my hand boy
you aint my man boy
I'm just tryna dance boy

And move my hump
my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump
my hump my hump my hump my hump my lovely lady lumps
my lovely lady lumps my lovely lady lumps
In the back and in the front

my loving got you..

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..and spendin time on me..

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..uh on me on me..

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that junk
all junk inside that trunk

[Fergie]

I'ma get get get get you drunk
get you love drunk off my hump

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that ass
all that ass inside dem jeans

[Fergie]

I'ma make make make make you scream
make you scream make you scream

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that junk
all that junk inside that trunk

[Fergie]

I'ma get get get get you drunk
get you love drunk off this hump

[Will.i.am]

Whatcha gonna do with all that breasts
all that breast inside dat shirt

[Fergie]

I'ma make make make make you work
make you work work make you work

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..and spendin time on me..

[Will.i.am]

Shes got me spendin..

[Fergie]

Ohh..Spendin all your money on me..uh on me on me..



So reeeal...so reeeal...so reeeal...so reeeal...
so real...so real...so real...so real....
So reeeal....So reeeal....so reeeal...so reeeal...
So real...so real...so real...so real...
So reeeal...(echoes and fades out)

Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade) 

Mama - Black Eyed Peas


(la la la la la)
Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
Get on the floor and move your booty moma
We the blast masters blastin' up the jamma
(REEEEEEEWIIIIIIND)
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me really feel nauuughty
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me really feel nauuughty

I got a naughty naughty style and a naughty naughty crew
But everything I do, I do just for you
Im a little bit of old, and a bigger bit of Nu
The true niggers know that the peas come thru
We never cease(NOO), we never die no we never decease (NOO)
We multiply like we mathamatice
Then we drop bombs like we in the middle east
(The bomb bombas, the base move dramas)
Naw y'all knaw, who we are
y'all knaw, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
And, lookin' hard without bodygaurds
(I do) what I can
(Y'all come thru)will.i.am
And still I stand, with still mic in hand
(So come on mama, dance to the drama)

Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(hey)so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(la la la la la)

We the big town stumpas, and big sound pumpas
The beat bump bumps in your trunk trunkas
The girlies in the club with the big plump plumpas
And when I'm makin' love, my hip hump humps
It never quits(NOOOO) we need to carry 9mm clips(NOOOO)
Dont wanna squize trigger, just wanna squize t*ts
(lubaluba)cause we the show stoppas
And the chief rockas, number one chief rockas
Naw y'all knaw, who we are
y'all knaw, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
How we rockin' it girl, without body guards
Now she be, Fergie, from the crew
B.E.P., come and take heed, as we take the lead
(so come on papa, dance to the drama)

Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
(yaw)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(wuh)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(NAWWWW, NAWWW)
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
no fakin i know you see me shakin
and the way i break it down i got the whole world quakin
Off the Richter, off the Richter, off the Richter, off the Richter, off the Richter, off the Richter steady are you ready.

Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look realli make me really feel nauuughty

But the race is not, for the swift
But who really can, take control of it
And tippa irie and the black eyed peas will be thhhheeerre
til infiniti, til infiniti, til infiniti, til infiniti, til infiniti
Tippa is ouuuuuut

Nosa dima shock, nosa dima ting
everytime you sit there i hear, bling bling
O wata ting, hear blacka sing
grinding, and winding
and the madda be moving in a perfect timing
and we dance and dance to the dancehall riddim
and we're really to nice, it finga lickin'
like rice and peas and chicken stuffing

Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(hey)so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama
(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama
(yaw)we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(la la la la la [fade])